Dear World

Please Kill Me,

 

Welcome back you expanding blood vessels- in desperate need of anatomical relocation, as always I hope you all are good. So this week has been weird. Attempting to write on a somewhat makeshift time frame has its ups and downs. However a few days of living off the grid of time and space, eventually led to (you guessed it ) complete system shutdown.

The other day I woke up and my entire body just said “NO!”. Shut-down and unable to move I did what anyone else would do, which was (after a few random things I did in denial.) whine like a little girl. Not because of the pain, but because all at once, my insane schedule had come to an end. For those of you who haven’t pieced it together yet , that’s why this post is late.

So to conclude this experiment a little early for obvious reasons, I can genuinely say that I need to release a successful enough book to quit my day job, because this double-life, and constantly crashing nonsense es no bueno. On top of that, it’s seriously hindering my progress, having to show up to a place, I increasingly resent, simply because it’s keeping me from what I want to do.

I shouldn’t bitch, I guess. There are no unearned victories and all of that, blah-blah, yada yoda “Suffer for progress, you must” (BOO!)

I do have a treat for you guys though, once I finish this short story I’m working on, you all will be the first to see it. I think it’s pretty damned good, so hopefully you’ll enjoy it too.

That’s all I’ve got for today my pretties, perhaps I’ll do another “So You Wanna” tomorrow. We’ll see what’s in the deck.

From the cleavage of the Earth’s crust,

-Antwan Crump.